The Now

Today I have been thinking a lot about the future and things that are important to me. And while my head has gone through an endless amount of scenarios, ideas, and issues, I constantly come back to the same thought: life is scary and making decisions is scary. I much rather not take responsibility for anything and be a recluse for the rest of my life. That in itself is a decision with some pretty hefty consequences, but it seems better that making real choices. I dread the times when people ask me what I'm planning to do with my life, because I don't have a clue.
I'm just stressed out with school at the moment. It would be nice to take a break from life, but I only have a month left until summer.